Thursday, December 31, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Not a Creature was Stirring not Even a .....
Happy Holidays and a Blessed New Year to all :-)
3 things:
my family
p's family
our friends
Monday, December 21, 2009
But baby it's cold outside...
Even in the snow, life is beautiful
Lady, the 'boss mom' of the herd
Baron and Buster
Beautiful Miss Adria...my horse's favorite 'girlfriend'
Colors, my 23 year old big baby and his friend Ace in the background
*** clearly, i have been playing with free photoshop.com
Lady, the 'boss mom' of the herd
Baron and Buster
Beautiful Miss Adria...my horse's favorite 'girlfriend'
Colors, my 23 year old big baby and his friend Ace in the background
*** clearly, i have been playing with free photoshop.com
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
all you need is loooove
love is all you need
the holidays are fast approaching and p and i have done ALMOST all our christmas shopping. we've got one more gift card to buy and one gift card to send to his sister. we've spent hundreds of dollars (that we budgeted for! go us!) and haven't yet spent a dime on eachother. why? well...because.
you see, both of us look forward to christmas...we look forward to going to my parents house for the giant celebration of presents and food and love and we look forward to going to his house for the post-christmas relaxation, the gift exchange and the walks in the park by his house....but with all that, comes the realization that we don't really do christmas by ourselves until January. So p finally asked me today what I wanted for christmas when we finally get to celebrate after the new year....and my immediate answer was PHOTOSHOP. I covet photoshop. I lust for photoshop. I WANT it BAD.
but the thing is...he could get me nothing and my christmas with him would be perfect. he doesn't need to take me to dinner...to do anything special. because all I need...is love. and I know so well that i have that. I have his love. what greater gift could he give me?
9 days out of 10 i'm a normal rational human being...but that 10th day, damn can i be a basketcase. my anxiety will rear up and kick me in the butt...and of course i take it out on him. my worrying about things that might never happen make me fuss and fret and snarl...i can be bossy and i can be demanding and moody and in general just a sasspants. and...he still loves me.
i can have total meltdowns over my lack of confidence and fears and sulk and cry..and he still loves me.
i can be jealous and a jerk....and he loves me because of it.
that, my husband, is all i ever need from you.
i am SUCH a lucky girl.
so...just to keep this from being nauseatingly sappy.....i still reaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllly WANT photoshop. hint hint husband...hint hint!
blessings: this face is worth all 3
the holidays are fast approaching and p and i have done ALMOST all our christmas shopping. we've got one more gift card to buy and one gift card to send to his sister. we've spent hundreds of dollars (that we budgeted for! go us!) and haven't yet spent a dime on eachother. why? well...because.
you see, both of us look forward to christmas...we look forward to going to my parents house for the giant celebration of presents and food and love and we look forward to going to his house for the post-christmas relaxation, the gift exchange and the walks in the park by his house....but with all that, comes the realization that we don't really do christmas by ourselves until January. So p finally asked me today what I wanted for christmas when we finally get to celebrate after the new year....and my immediate answer was PHOTOSHOP. I covet photoshop. I lust for photoshop. I WANT it BAD.
but the thing is...he could get me nothing and my christmas with him would be perfect. he doesn't need to take me to dinner...to do anything special. because all I need...is love. and I know so well that i have that. I have his love. what greater gift could he give me?
9 days out of 10 i'm a normal rational human being...but that 10th day, damn can i be a basketcase. my anxiety will rear up and kick me in the butt...and of course i take it out on him. my worrying about things that might never happen make me fuss and fret and snarl...i can be bossy and i can be demanding and moody and in general just a sasspants. and...he still loves me.
i can have total meltdowns over my lack of confidence and fears and sulk and cry..and he still loves me.
i can be jealous and a jerk....and he loves me because of it.
that, my husband, is all i ever need from you.
i am SUCH a lucky girl.
so...just to keep this from being nauseatingly sappy.....i still reaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllly WANT photoshop. hint hint husband...hint hint!
blessings: this face is worth all 3
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